Have You Ever Wished

Have u ever wished
the time would stop for u and me

Have u ever wished
We said the things we wanna say

Have u ever wished
that I am the one to make u laugh

Have u ever wished
I'm the one u tell ur stories to

How I wished
You're the one who hold my hands

How I wished
I could hear ur voice here and now

How I wished
To share an Ice-cream with u

How I wished
I'm with u

Wish I could turn back the times when I'm with you
when can touch you
Wish I had never let you go
Wish I could be with you now
Wish u would cuddle me up
and say good night to my face
Wish u could be the one
be the one
Who wished me to be there

Ku Mau Kamu

(constant fast beat)

Ini ironinya kisah
antara kau dan aku
yang tak pernah menyangka akan
terjadi begini

Kau bukan siapa-siapa
tapi entah mengapa
Pasti panah cupid yang tersasar
Tepat dijantungku

Akibatnya smua hal terganggu kerna dirimu
Di mana pun ku lari kau ada tersenyum di depan ku

ooo oooooh
ooo oooooh
Kini ku mau hanya kamu
Walau ku tak mahu kamu
Ku sanggup tinggalkan
semuanya milikku
semua yang memilikiku
Aku mau kamu..

(A song I wrote...)

Kalau kau tahu
ku slalu ingat padamu
dan slalu ingin jumpa mu

ku mau kau tahu
ku tak mau semua berakhir
kerna kau lah yang terbaik buatku

saat ku lihat di mata mu
ada suatu yang kau miliki
untukku

sakit hati ku
bila ku jauh darimu
tertanya apa khabarmu

sakit hati ku
ingin sekali dekatmu
menjaga slalu hatimu

hanya kamu yang memiliki
setiap tawa dan tangisanku
berikanlah ku ruang itu
tuk mencintai mu spanjang hidupmu

By Emily 20 Jun 2009. 4.27p.m.

Counting those sweet times...

These are the times I'd like to remember everyday...because I missed you...

1. The first time you were warned and called by 'the Boss', you were late for the practice because of tooth ache you say...that's when the first time I noticed you. The first time everyone noticed you. Well I see you are a really shy guy for that big tough body.

2. When you waved for me and everyone because the elevator was full and your trip go up first. I remember your waving hand because it comes only after I gave you a sarcastic smile for filling up the elevator for me.

3. I remember when I had my breakfast and you and your gang sat on the table across. I remember you were singing some song. But just can't caught it. I don't dare look at you, well that's my ego. I could looked at you and smile, but I don't. Forgive me for that.

4. And I also remember you were sitting on the next table, that was a lunch time. We were seated so close. I liked it. And I passed you several times to get my drinks. Thank God I am expert at controlling my nervous system. If I am still so young like you I might just tripped and drop myself at you. Well that would make a more sweet memoirs right haha...

5. I remember when you play your drum on the stage and I watched you a lot. Maybe I want you to know that I am watching you from far and that I love watching you. But I just don't want to looked at you eyes to eyes, because I know I can't fight your eyes. They were so intense.

6. I remember I went with my buddies to eat supper at the gerai even if I am a bit disgusted by the smell of the gerai. Because I know you would eat there too. But no, you and your friend just passed at us. But so what, I enjoyed my nasi goreng kampung anyway even though my friends was the one who finished it up. I am not used to eat supper.

7. I remember when I walked pass you but I didn't even looked at you. Then you walked pass me back, is that your avenge?...Em..how I really wished I am daring enough to say hi to or just to give you a smile maybe.

8. This is the best memory ever, after the first concert and we were outside, I didnt know how I caught you staring at me, whew! your stare was so intense that I almost lost my breath. Well, I think I lost it for a moment. But it so intense that I kept rubbing my chest to find back my breath. huhu...

9. OK..I love this one, yeah I ask my buddies to call you and your gang to take picture with us. And yes I kept the picture and loving it. I love looking at it. Makes me miss you more. And tell you what, only in this picture I can look straight to your eyes.

10. You know what, on the last day, really wished I can talk to you. I wished that you came and say something to me. I don't mind if it was just a Hi or Bye. But no, I saw you, and you saw me too but nothing happens. And I can feel that you and I would regret this forever. For letting go of that one opportunity to get to know someone that we like. Admiring each other for some reasons that only us know what. The moment slipped away and I do regret for not saying anything to you.

Wish I can meet you again someday. Really wish I can see you again and be electrify by your eyes. Missed you.